A New Life?

I wasn't really looking for a new job but I got a new job offer from a company in Orange County! I am ready for a new job. But I have to move for this one. I didn't really want to. I was too weak to let go and leave. But there was nothing to hold on to. This was the break that I needed. This was the light at the end of the tunnel for me. After weeks of back n forth, soul searching, and talking to people and her, I decided to go for it. I had to. This was my chance to get away from it all. It was time to move on...

A new job, a new place, a new life. Embrace change.

Fix Me
Last night I saw Coldplay in concert in San Jose. I happened to find a floor ticket just hours before the show on eBay. It was a beautiful concert. I gained an appreciation for their music as I was not very familiar with it. Chris Martin, the lead singer, is versatile and tallented equally on voice, guitar, and piano/keyboard.

She was also there, but not with me. Up in Section 201 to the right. Every time the lights came on, I looked up scanning Section 201, looking for her. I never found her. I wanted her next to me, with me. The concert could've been a whole other trip that way. I need some serious fixing...

Song: Fix You
Album: X&Y
Artist: Coldplay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just watch and learn

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you